where it all began
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: Desperate Housewives
well i guess i'll start out explaining my past month or so.
Things are always changing in my life, at times i feel like im in a snow globe thats constantly being shaken up.
My biggest dissapointment of my life is my friend. we'll call her S. recently she's gotten pregnant and them married, and all of a sudden, she feels like she is the best person in the world, and if she lies than it's not her fault she lied to me, but my fault because she doesn't want tell me the truth. well after 8 or so years she decieded she didn't need me as a friend anymore becaude now she has a husband. I try not to be upset about it, but i feel so betrayed. I never would have just dropped everyoone that cared about me just because i didn't use a condom and was forced to get married. oh well, i really need to get over this, but i don't know how i'm going to. i think this is abotu all today. I just don't want to get angry right before bed.